K i s m a t T w i s t

Ahhh!!! It’s 00:00am.

Today the damn stupid internet is fine even when it's raining. I hate my service provider, cause every time it rains. The local guy who provides the internet service goes about switching off the H-U-B (i.e. a Kind of device used to provide multiple internet connections from one single point). Why he switches off the H-U-B? Because, when the water gets into the equipment, it kind of short circuits and has to be replaced with a new one. Something like that I suppose is what my friend told me. Anyways hope this damn internet works when required. At least when it's life or death situation...

First thing first, me feeling ok, better, kind of fine after going out to meet friends. Came home sometime back slept for a while and now am here, started to work on my so called art. As, it give soothens my mind. Yea yea yea... yes I kind of loved to draw, oil paint and pencil sketch. Though, pencil sketch is what I love the most as it was the only source which I could find when I needed or when I wanted to draw and articulate my thoughts on paper at any give split second. You know what? I have won the 1st place in every painting and drawing competition (at school- off school- college) since my 1st grade. Except once in my 8th grade when I drew with my then fractured right hand and had to settle for a second place. In all I have some 24 certificates of which 23 of them are 1st places. It's so cool na. Hahaha... it's not self praising; it's just about how my journey’s been. The bright outlook of the old days. Life seemed to have just been painted all over once I entered the college phase of life, never got a chance or time to take off to draw, paint etc. Things which I loved in life and which had so closely grown into my heart. Painting and drawing gives me a kind of kick and time to think of shaping something in life which is in my own hands and to get it to a point of self satisfaction. Ahh!! I really miss my passion. So, have started with a pencil sketch, once done will surely put it here. And of course my other work too would be put across once I gather them and take a picture of them. Most of my work has been distributed among friends, they came they saw and they took... Hahaha... yes, that's true.

I prefer making my own decision about things I got to do in life. But, have you ever felt sometimes that you do things without a second thought... Hahaha no no no I didn't mean doing things insanely. It's about things you do knowingly or not knowingly. Which might be right and might not be at times? Ahh!! It’s about the Heart Factor. Am stuck here...Forget it...

Everyday I read about new room and new locals around place which are emerging. I read about new accomplishment over and over again, I read about how one should straighten out to better off others and those they love, every single day. But nothing makes my heart beat like the way it does when I receive messages from people who love me and especially from those who ask how I am? Life itself is so beautiful that I found out about how much I have to love myself and people around me, though everything in life could be celebrated even if it's not the best that could have happened to one. It's all about one's K A R - M A in life.

My life seems to be more challenging, more risky and more complicated right now. But, I love these ups and down of my confused life. The mere factor of finding the truth and the answers to the whole lot of questions about life in itself is called L I F E. I feel stronger and more secure knowing the path that I would be taking in life and the path that would lead me to my belief about life.

Keep watching this space for more insane me stuff. Hahaha…