I W I S H

>>--( J U S T C A N T G E T Y O U O F M Y M I N D)-->>
specially dedicated to my heart..

You are my sweetie pie and the only one who can make my heart feel the way I feel Jaan.
Our fights continue to be the defining period of my life.
Remembering you with thoughts of better times we had.
If I try enough, I can remember. All the things you said, all the time.
Now I'm alone, and I don't know why. Do you see me scream, can you hear me cry.
Wish I could make you understand in person.
The place you always felt most safe, I thought it was me.
But, I was wrong. Was I stupid? I don't know.
My world has never been the same and not a day or hour goes by when I don't stop and think of you.
I continue to ride this life of terrible feeling of being alone without you around.
I can never, ever, forget you. I cannot wait to see you. But, you don't want to meet me.
Wish you could realize soon how much you mean to me.
It won't be late Jaan. I can wait my whole lifetime.
But, cannot wait any longer I got to meet you soon my Jaan.