T o r n

I thought I saw a girl brought to life
She was warm, she came around like she was dignified
She showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that girl I adored
You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know her anymore
Theres nothing where she used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

Theres nothing where she used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn

- Natalie Imbruglia

I W I S H

>>--( J U S T C A N T G E T Y O U O F M Y M I N D)-->>
specially dedicated to my heart..

You are my sweetie pie and the only one who can make my heart feel the way I feel Jaan.
Our fights continue to be the defining period of my life.
Remembering you with thoughts of better times we had.
If I try enough, I can remember. All the things you said, all the time.
Now I'm alone, and I don't know why. Do you see me scream, can you hear me cry.
Wish I could make you understand in person.
The place you always felt most safe, I thought it was me.
But, I was wrong. Was I stupid? I don't know.
My world has never been the same and not a day or hour goes by when I don't stop and think of you.
I continue to ride this life of terrible feeling of being alone without you around.
I can never, ever, forget you. I cannot wait to see you. But, you don't want to meet me.
Wish you could realize soon how much you mean to me.
It won't be late Jaan. I can wait my whole lifetime.
But, cannot wait any longer I got to meet you soon my Jaan.